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[misarchist]

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[misarchist]

i'm broke

you know why precautions exist
bc the person taking the precautions is NERVOUS about the potential outcome of the upcoming event
it's fine anyway, we can meet in public

[exradiant]

wait really
that's so lame

whatever
i'll text you the address of a party i'll be at
come by when you're done

[misarchist]

had to break my lease
hard up for cash til i get paid next week

sure
but if you're really wasted i'm gonna leave you there

[exradiant]

if you can break shit with your brain you should learn how to fix shit too

fine i promise i'll be only moderately wasted
then we can go burgle some rich people's houses

[misarchist]

there was nothing wrong with my apartment
i just couldn't stay there
if i was smart i'd have left the state the night you smeared cake all over my floors but thankfully for you i'm only book smart vs street smart

can we start with your house

[exradiant]

man don't ever let me eat that much cake again
what kind of fucking friend are you
where would you have gone

it's true that i live in a bougie ass building but i'm talking about the uppercrust here
the ones with mansions that are fun to climb
plus you just told me you're broke and pathetic so why not

[misarchist]

the kind of friend that's not your friend at all
northeastern coast
upper new england

MOMENTARILY broke
i dont need to steal from ppl's houses when i can steal from their pockets for like a quarter of the effort
is that what you do for fun? drugs and b&es?

[exradiant]

it gets cold there
you're better off here

i just like to keep my skills sharp
that doesn't sound fun to you????
slipping into someone's mansion and seeing what cool stuff you can find???????
dude it's the best
even better if you jump on their bed for a while
what kind of joyless freak are you

[misarchist]

maybe
you're here

i get my jollies by stripping for cash & taking rich pricks for hard rides the old fashioned way
how old are you jw

[exradiant]

i know right?????

get with the times loser
i'm 19
surprising huh
i've accomplished a lot for my age
i know i'm pretty amazing
thanks

[misarchist]

ex-contract killer and supermodel all at the tender age of 19
it sure is something
did [ — momentary pause as he scrolls further up in their conversation to recall her name because it's already slipped his memory — ] delphi arrange your hits

[exradiant]

it's called being talented bitch

[ hdu commit the unforgivable offense of killing his vibe ]

they came down to her from someone else and she'd give them to me
why're you so fucking nosy about it

[misarchist]

oic

[ maybe that's why his name frequently topped the agency's leaderboard, then. he belonged to elysian fields whether he knew it or not. ]

just curious about you ig
it's a compliment

[exradiant]

i guess that's better than you trying to mind fuck me again
i never met the people delphi would talk to
i never met anyone really until i became a model
except for the people i offed but i don't think that counts

do you think if i track down who she was talking to i could find her that way
to like fuck her up i mean

[misarchist]

lol uh huh

[ sure jan ]

depends on the affiliations of her associates
and how loose lipped those associates happen to be
have u not met many other ppl like us before or

[exradiant]

you're the first one i've met
besides delphi
it was just us two
we had a nice house in the middle of nowhere and we'd train and cook together and read and play games and shit
she taught me how to do my hair because it used to be long
she taught me everything
i didn't need anyone else

let's find them
i can make people talk
you can too

[misarchist]

[ how normal. how human. tross' early life was four steel walls, staring at a concrete ceiling for hours on end, abandoned with a hoard of other frightened children in the empty desert and skinning his knees on burning sand, wanting to cry but knowing he couldn't or he'd be culled from the flock, never able to go home again.

except home wasn't anything. home was never home. sena had an entire childhood of quasi-normalcy before he fucked it up.

he grinds his tongue between his teeth to quell a sudden urge to crawl out of his own skin, or at least end this conversation and forget ever meeting sena at all. ]

sounds like you still need her now

i don't fuck with other deviants
on purpose anyway
you shouldn't either

[exradiant]

well you're wrong
i don't fucking need her

[ but he does need her. more than that, he wants her, because everything was simple when it was just the two of them. now there are so many people that are far too easy to get swept away in and it never, ever stops. ]

i know you're kind of a fuck-up but i think between the two of us we can handle any shit that comes our way
don't you have someone you hate so bad you just wanna fucking deck them
you need a revenge plot dude

[misarchist]

no

[ he doesn't feel anything ever unless he's caught in the teetering limbo of someone else's memories and emotions. i'm full of empty things, you stupid vapid fuck. ]

unlike you i've never been stabbed in the back by anyone i've claimed to love
most people find me p agreeable tbh

whoever your de facto mom was taking orders from isn't someone you want to meet if you value your life or freedom

[exradiant]

you expect me to believe that horseshit
so no one's ever wronged you in your life
you're not even that likable

you're the one who told me to learn my history or connect to my roots or some shit

[misarchist]

everyone i've ever met has loved me
star pupil
impossible to hate
there must be sth wrong with you

i didn't mean like that

[exradiant]

whatever loser
when i find them on my own i'll be sure to tell them all about my new friend that they love and respect so much

[misarchist]

like i give a shit
you don't know me either

[exradiant]

you're a liar
you don't want anyone to know you because you know you're fucked up on the inside
at least i own my shit
you're just a baby ass moron

[misarchist]

is that why you get so fucked up you can't think
you're owning your shit