ex-contract killer and supermodel all at the tender age of 19 it sure is something did [ — momentary pause as he scrolls further up in their conversation to recall her name because it's already slipped his memory — ] delphi arrange your hits
i guess that's better than you trying to mind fuck me again i never met the people delphi would talk to i never met anyone really until i became a model except for the people i offed but i don't think that counts
do you think if i track down who she was talking to i could find her that way to like fuck her up i mean
you're the first one i've met besides delphi it was just us two we had a nice house in the middle of nowhere and we'd train and cook together and read and play games and shit she taught me how to do my hair because it used to be long she taught me everything i didn't need anyone else
let's find them i can make people talk you can too
[ how normal. how human. tross' early life was four steel walls, staring at a concrete ceiling for hours on end, abandoned with a hoard of other frightened children in the empty desert and skinning his knees on burning sand, wanting to cry but knowing he couldn't or he'd be culled from the flock, never able to go home again.
except home wasn't anything. home was never home. sena had an entire childhood of quasi-normalcy before he fucked it up.
he grinds his tongue between his teeth to quell a sudden urge to crawl out of his own skin, or at least end this conversation and forget ever meeting sena at all. ]
sounds like you still need her now
i don't fuck with other deviants on purpose anyway you shouldn't either
[ but he does need her. more than that, he wants her, because everything was simple when it was just the two of them. now there are so many people that are far too easy to get swept away in and it never, ever stops. ]
i know you're kind of a fuck-up but i think between the two of us we can handle any shit that comes our way don't you have someone you hate so bad you just wanna fucking deck them you need a revenge plot dude
[ he doesn't feel anything ever unless he's caught in the teetering limbo of someone else's memories and emotions. i'm full of empty things, you stupid vapid fuck. ]
unlike you i've never been stabbed in the back by anyone i've claimed to love most people find me p agreeable tbh
whoever your de facto mom was taking orders from isn't someone you want to meet if you value your life or freedom
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it sure is something
did [ — momentary pause as he scrolls further up in their conversation to recall her name because it's already slipped his memory — ] delphi arrange your hits
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[ hdu commit the unforgivable offense of killing his vibe ]
they came down to her from someone else and she'd give them to me
why're you so fucking nosy about it
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[ maybe that's why his name frequently topped the agency's leaderboard, then. he belonged to elysian fields whether he knew it or not. ]
just curious about you ig
it's a compliment
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i never met the people delphi would talk to
i never met anyone really until i became a model
except for the people i offed but i don't think that counts
do you think if i track down who she was talking to i could find her that way
to like fuck her up i mean
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[ sure jan ]
depends on the affiliations of her associates
and how loose lipped those associates happen to be
have u not met many other ppl like us before or
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besides delphi
it was just us two
we had a nice house in the middle of nowhere and we'd train and cook together and read and play games and shit
she taught me how to do my hair because it used to be long
she taught me everything
i didn't need anyone else
let's find them
i can make people talk
you can too
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except home wasn't anything. home was never home. sena had an entire childhood of quasi-normalcy before he fucked it up.
he grinds his tongue between his teeth to quell a sudden urge to crawl out of his own skin, or at least end this conversation and forget ever meeting sena at all. ]
sounds like you still need her now
i don't fuck with other deviants
on purpose anyway
you shouldn't either
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i don't fucking need her
[ but he does need her. more than that, he wants her, because everything was simple when it was just the two of them. now there are so many people that are far too easy to get swept away in and it never, ever stops. ]
i know you're kind of a fuck-up but i think between the two of us we can handle any shit that comes our way
don't you have someone you hate so bad you just wanna fucking deck them
you need a revenge plot dude
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[ he doesn't feel anything ever unless he's caught in the teetering limbo of someone else's memories and emotions. i'm full of empty things, you stupid vapid fuck. ]
unlike you i've never been stabbed in the back by anyone i've claimed to love
most people find me p agreeable tbh
whoever your de facto mom was taking orders from isn't someone you want to meet if you value your life or freedom
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so no one's ever wronged you in your life
you're not even that likable
you're the one who told me to learn my history or connect to my roots or some shit
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star pupil
impossible to hate
there must be sth wrong with you
i didn't mean like that
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when i find them on my own i'll be sure to tell them all about my new friend that they love and respect so much
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you don't know me either
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you don't want anyone to know you because you know you're fucked up on the inside
at least i own my shit
you're just a baby ass moron
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you're owning your shit
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fuck you
lose my number
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or why you think you're better than me
hope you can enjoy your soft serve without sticking your finger down your throat
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and i'll stay skinny bitch
loser
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sure you will
i'll keep an eye on your insta