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there was nothing wrong with my apartment
i just couldn't stay there
if i was smart i'd have left the state the night you smeared cake all over my floors but thankfully for you i'm only book smart vs street smart

can we start with your house

Edited 2020-05-31 19:32 (UTC)

man don't ever let me eat that much cake again what kind of fucking friend are you where would you have gone it's true that i live in a bougie ass building but i'm talking about the uppercrust here the ones with mansions that are fun to climb plus you just told me you're broke and pathetic so why not

the kind of friend that's not your friend at all
northeastern coast
upper new england

MOMENTARILY broke
i dont need to steal from ppl's houses when i can steal from their pockets for like a quarter of the effort
is that what you do for fun? drugs and b&es?

it gets cold there you're better off here i just like to keep my skills sharp that doesn't sound fun to you???? slipping into someone's mansion and seeing what cool stuff you can find??????? dude it's the best even better if you jump on their bed for a while what kind of joyless freak are you

maybe
you're here

i get my jollies by stripping for cash & taking rich pricks for hard rides the old fashioned way
how old are you jw

i know right????? get with the times loser i'm 19 surprising huh i've accomplished a lot for my age i know i'm pretty amazing thanks

ex-contract killer and supermodel all at the tender age of 19
it sure is something
did [ — momentary pause as he scrolls further up in their conversation to recall her name because it's already slipped his memory — ] delphi arrange your hits

it's called being talented bitch

[ hdu commit the unforgivable offense of killing his vibe ]

they came down to her from someone else and she'd give them to me why're you so fucking nosy about it

oic

[ maybe that's why his name frequently topped the agency's leaderboard, then. he belonged to elysian fields whether he knew it or not. ]

just curious about you ig
it's a compliment

Edited (it was extremely important that i fixed that minor typo) 2020-06-01 16:23 (UTC)

i guess that's better than you trying to mind fuck me again i never met the people delphi would talk to i never met anyone really until i became a model except for the people i offed but i don't think that counts do you think if i track down who she was talking to i could find her that way to like fuck her up i mean

lol uh huh

[ sure jan ]

depends on the affiliations of her associates
and how loose lipped those associates happen to be
have u not met many other ppl like us before or

you're the first one i've met besides delphi it was just us two we had a nice house in the middle of nowhere and we'd train and cook together and read and play games and shit she taught me how to do my hair because it used to be long she taught me everything i didn't need anyone else let's find them i can make people talk you can too

[ how normal. how human. tross' early life was four steel walls, staring at a concrete ceiling for hours on end, abandoned with a hoard of other frightened children in the empty desert and skinning his knees on burning sand, wanting to cry but knowing he couldn't or he'd be culled from the flock, never able to go home again.

except home wasn't anything. home was never home. sena had an entire childhood of quasi-normalcy before he fucked it up.

he grinds his tongue between his teeth to quell a sudden urge to crawl out of his own skin, or at least end this conversation and forget ever meeting sena at all. ]

sounds like you still need her now

i don't fuck with other deviants
on purpose anyway
you shouldn't either

Edited 2020-06-01 17:58 (UTC)

well you're wrong i don't fucking need her

[ but he does need her. more than that, he wants her, because everything was simple when it was just the two of them. now there are so many people that are far too easy to get swept away in and it never, ever stops. ]

i know you're kind of a fuck-up but i think between the two of us we can handle any shit that comes our way don't you have someone you hate so bad you just wanna fucking deck them you need a revenge plot dude

no

[ he doesn't feel anything ever unless he's caught in the teetering limbo of someone else's memories and emotions. i'm full of empty things, you stupid vapid fuck. ]

unlike you i've never been stabbed in the back by anyone i've claimed to love
most people find me p agreeable tbh

whoever your de facto mom was taking orders from isn't someone you want to meet if you value your life or freedom

you expect me to believe that horseshit so no one's ever wronged you in your life you're not even that likable you're the one who told me to learn my history or connect to my roots or some shit

everyone i've ever met has loved me
star pupil
impossible to hate
there must be sth wrong with you

i didn't mean like that

whatever loser when i find them on my own i'll be sure to tell them all about my new friend that they love and respect so much

like i give a shit
you don't know me either

you're a liar you don't want anyone to know you because you know you're fucked up on the inside at least i own my shit you're just a baby ass moron

Edited (im dumb) 2020-06-01 19:18 (UTC)

is that why you get so fucked up you can't think
you're owning your shit

you're just mad because you know i'm always gonna be better than you

[ oop what was he saying abt not feeling anything again ]

fuck you
lose my number

now flounce away like the punk ass bitch you are

you don't even know why you're better than me
or why you think you're better than me

hope you can enjoy your soft serve without sticking your finger down your throat

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